Monday, January 3, 2011 | 11:41 PM | 0 Comments
Haven think of resolutions. So i'm going to think now..i don't really like 2010 cos its like a great change.
In terms of lifestyle, friends, studies and more.
Losing some contact with friends that i've used to be close with..
Good that there are still some that i'm still keeping in touch with^^
True friends will be in contact with one another regardless of what sch
we're in right? And studies, have not been doing well or maybe not even near
to average. But i feel that i've worked harder than in sec sch lehhh.
But the results are still so unsatisfying..maybe cos i dun put in more or the same effort
as others have put in? Seriously, i'm a slow learner when it comes to studies.
So i have to work doubly hard, but i don't have the discipline to do so.
2011 resolutions
1)try to have self discipline
2)study when i have free time
3)don't give excuses when it comes to study
4)don't disappoint parents
5)keep in touch with friends
i guess this year will be a busy year and i'll have to date with notes and books
alot alot of days. So most probably i'll nt have time for outings.
But if its lunch or dinner on weekends i think still can.
Sry if i'm going to neglect family/friends this year.
Saw yh having a self confession for 2010 and i think i shall do that too.
-to dad:
You've been 'spoiling' me these few years. We always talk to each other in friends tone.
Myb cos i'm the younger one in the family and i dun have bf thats why u dote me more.
Thanks :D but i'm rude to you sometimes and i apologise for that.
Hope you don't always go play snooker at night/pei ut horse on sundays. Pei mum more!
-to mum:
Thanks for bringing me home from sch even when the sch is so near to our house.
Thanks for buying the things that i want and spending ur money on us so willingly.
I only dun like the way u nag at me when it comes to studies.
Because sometimes I really did try but the results dun show.
I'll work harder this year and thanks for everything! Love you!
-to sis:
sometimes i really love u as my sis bt sometimes not haahs
Thanks for trying to teach me although i feel that it don't suit me.
Sometimes i feel that we're not as close as we used to be and i don't know
what you're thinking. But still, thanks for the nice things u've done this year^^
-to friends
sorry for nt being able to meetup many times
sorry for disappointing/upsetting
thank you for the teachings/supports/advice
thank you for still trying to keep in touch
-& lastly, sorry to those i've hurt this year
Left 4more days till sch reopens. So much things to do.
Have not finish hw, have not prepare for this fri maths test and still have to
attend cca which starts at 1.30-5pm, a time when u can do little things before
or after. How to study for test? Just hope that this year will be a better year
and that my studies can improve. No point hoping actually.
Actions speak louder than words. CAN'T SLACK ANYMORE!
I'M GOING TO BE A TOTAL NERD/GEEK/MUGGER



